Friday, December 31, 2010

Throwing My Dream in the River


New Year’s Day is a time for resolutions. We commit to exercise more, eat less, get out of debt, spend more time with family, and the list goes on.

I suspect each of us also has a dream that we cannot do much about – reconciling a relationship, seeing a loved one come to the Lord, getting married, or hearing the “All’s clear” from the doctor.

We reflect on 2010 with a little sorrow. Will God ever answer our prayer? Do we have any hope for 2011?

Then I remember Jeremiah. His people, the Israelites, were captives in Babylon. It looked like there was no hope, but God promised an end. Jeremiah wrote down God’s promise of the destruction of Babylon and gave the scroll to Seraiah.

“And Jeremiah said to Seraiah, ‘When you arrive in Babylon and see it, and read all these words, then you shall say, ‘O LORD, You have spoken against this place to cut it off, so that none shall remain in it...’ Now it shall be, when you have finished reading this book, that you shall tie a stone to it and throw it out into the Euphrates. Then you shall say, ‘Thus Babylon shall sink and not rise…’” Jeremiah 51:61-64 NKJV.


Was it hard for Seraiah to throw God’s promise in the river? I would want to keep it, hold it, read it everyday. But God said to throw it in the river, let go of the dream, and wait for God to fulfill it in His own time.

This New Year’s Day I will throw my dream in the river one more time. I cannot make it come to pass, but God promises He will. I rest in that promise.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Tolstoy and Christmas Carols


Of the 1224 pages in War and Peace, I remember one scene well. That’s not a good percentage, is it? I’m glad I don’t get tested on my bedtime reading material.

What scene was so important that I remember it? Prince Andrei was surveying the troops and battlefield before an engagement with Napoleon’s army. Suddenly, he tuned into the voices of officers in the lean-to nearby.

“I say that if it were possible to know what there will be after death, none of us would be afraid of death.”

“Afraid or not, all the same you can’t avoid it.”

“But you’re still afraid!”


Imagine for a moment preparing for battle, the kind of battle they had 200 years ago. Infantry and cavalry charges. Bayonets. Blood and gore. Imagine being in the front lines with bullets speeding toward you.

“If it were possible to know what there will be after death, none of us would be afraid of death.” If it were possible…

It is possible, but only in Christ.

Good Christian men, rejoice
With heart and soul and voice
Now ye need not fear the grave:
Peace! Peace!
Jesus Christ was born to save
Calls you one and calls you all
To gain His everlasting hall
Christ was born to save
Christ was born to save

A Latin hymn, translated by John Mason Neale